This is the first time I've been away from home, and not feel good. It's all because I thought going to college would be a fresh start, and I would begin to feel better mentally. I thought it might be easy to forget her here. I even imagined meeting her here and having one last conversation, where I could release all the complaints and miseries I have in my heart. But that didn’t happen; it was just false hope. Coming to Delhi for college and wandering around has only brought back memories of her, and those memories are becoming stronger. I don’t feel mentally well. Maybe it will take time to adapt, but I don’t want to feel like this. I really miss her here. It’s hard to visit the places I used to go with her, and it's hard to travel in the Delhi metro without her. Everything feels difficult. 🌸 Please come back
People lie, and often, philosophies set a false narrative that if you don't expect anything from someone, you can't get hurt. No, that's not true. If you love someone and they are not with you, it will hurt you throughout your life, regardless of expectations.
