I was watching a movie and all that I saw was me relating to you at every instance. Everywhere I go, everything I see, I remember how I was desperate to build a very beautiful future for us, for the family we will make. How I will be a good father and how I will take a stand for everything and anything. It all seems to be illusionary now, but I really care about you. Remember how I argued with that aunty in that shop in Malviya Nagar? I didn't like how she responded to you at that time. It's just I don't like and I will never like anyone hurting you at any extent, but I am too weak to defend you from this world and that's also one of the reasons to settle down. That's why I think you deserve better, as I made so many mistakes earlier by turning to the wrong path and I was not able to return at the right time. And now it doesn't matter because all that it did was give you pain. I understand you leaving me because no girl will ever like her future partner to be like this. What lessons would I be able to give my kids? How will I defend myself in front of them? What will I speak to them about doing wrong? Well, that's why now I am improving myself day by day, but I don't know why every moment I seek to look for you and love you and do everything right for you. I think I am moving on but maybe all that I am doing is waiting for you to return while I have just lost all hopes.
