The ache is most persistent when I am alone. Perhaps it is necessary.
The warmth and coziness that once filled this room have been replaced by loneliness and silence. It feels as though I have lost a part of myself. I no longer see or find love in the things I encounter.
This is a harsh aspect of life, but I am growing numb to it. With each passing day, the numbness grows stronger. Perhaps this is how it is meant to be. At one point, we are all happy and excited to explore the world. Then, suddenly, everything in the world feels fleeting, cruel, and unkind. We slowly become numb to the pain, so that after a long time, we learn to live with it. But even when we are numb, we do not feel alive.
Then, someone or something comes along to awaken us. They become our companion in the journey, for we have both been through the same pain. Isn't it fascinating that, in the end, everything becomes meaningless? It is all pain, and the people, places, and things that share it with us. It is a dead end.
So, if you have something or someone that makes you feel alive, do everything you can to stay on the right path, where you will never lose it.
Most of the time, it hurts, especially when I am alone. Perhaps, it is necessary. The warm and cozy feeling that once enveloped me seems to have vanished. In this room, I am surrounded by loneliness and silence. It feels as if I have lost a part of myself, unable to see and find love as I used to in everything around me. Life can be harsh, and as the days pass, I find myself becoming numb to it all, as if that's the only way to cope.
Life can be like a deal, where one moment you're filled with happiness and excitement, exploring the world, but suddenly everything feels fleeting, cruel, and unkind. Slowly, you become numb, so much so that you learn how to live with the pain, but you don't feel truly alive anymore. Then, unexpectedly, someone or something comes along and awakens you, becoming a companion on your journey, sharing the same pain. It's fascinating, how in the end, everything can feel meaningless – just pain and people, places, and things that share that pain with you. It can feel like a dead end.
Therefore, if you have someone or something that makes you feel alive, cherish it and do everything in your power to stay on the right path so that you never lose it.